Pain

I talked to you the other day
Oh wondrous friend of mine
A schism kept us apart for so long...
I was the one who was to blame
I was the one who gave you pain

We used to date, you and I
but my foolishness broke that bond in two
I wanted to apolgise for so long
I was the one who was to blame
I was the one who gave you pain

I finally told you that I was sorry
And asked, if we could make that bond anew
But you said that you would have to think awhile before you knew
I was the one who was to blame
I was the one who gave you pain

Oh now I see the truth, what you were hiding from me
You've found another, this I see
It can't be helped...I was too late
I was the one who was to blame
But now I am in the one in pain

I guess now I know that I did like you alot back then
But please, don't think this is your fault
My idiocy brought this upon myself
I am the one who is to blame
I am the one who caused my own pain

I want to end this depressive poem
With a statement of my own
I hope you are happy with him, don't worry about me for
I am the one who is to blame
And I am the one who has to deal with my pain