Crystal Smile

Your life is spotted with such trivial worries
Why fret when there is so much more to living?
Don't let your duties as an adult annihilate
the instincts and imagination granted by the child in you

How dare you let love go
Don't give me such excuses
Your dreams are dashing away
right before your very eyes

Is this what you want?
Mundane atrocities?
Nay, your heart yearns for more
A blissful world of love and caring
Where he is there by your side

You smiled at that
I saw it on your face
It glimmers like stars twinkling in the night
So beautiful and radiant
Show him that radiance, let it be his guide to you

No matter who or where he is
Your love for him
and his love for you
Shall guide you both through a life
of Longevity
and eternal happiness.

Shine brightly
My crystal smile

My Tenshi (Angel)

I gaze upon you from afar
O' soldier of the fated star
Gaze back at me with your shimmering grace
I yearn for the day I see your face
So close we are yet...
Distances, miles, feet, yards, millennium even

I know not when our eyes shall gaze into
Each others blazing soul
I am impatient, and so naive.
But fate likes to mess with those who can not wait
So you fall further and further away from me
Oh, it seems like my destiny just wants to rip open my heart

O' heart, please grant me the patience of a thousand sands
O' soul, please bring my true love closer to me
O' body, feel for his aura when it comes near
O' mind, recognize his thoughts as you wander through time
O' fate, please do not trouble this shattered heart of mine anymore
And destiny...make my dreams not a shimmering facade but a shining GLORY

Bring him hence
Bring him hence
Bring him hence

Nay, guide me to him
Wind, help me shout to the four corners of the world
help me shout out so that he may hear my delicate words of love
Divine water, send surging waves of passion through his veins
So that he may feel my warmth
Earth, I send you to wrap him in sweet embrace
So that he may know my touch
Blazing fire, give me your blaze
So that he may taste my desire
And graceful light, shine into every corner of darkness
To let him see how beautiful my heart shines for him

Let his senses be all a tingle
The one I shout to, feel, desire, love, embrace...
Him...
The only one in this universe for me
My
Adoring
Never ending
Generous
Embracing
Loving
ANGEL

Shadow

Swinging softly in moonlight's grace

Gazing into the universe as I ponder

Thinking about what could have been

Wishing that things would go my way 

All the way, for once. 

The stars start to fade one by one

The moonlight dissolves 

I am left standing alone

In a desolate darkness surrounded by nothing

Where is the light to guide me now?

Millenia pass and I become one with the darkness

My eyes become nocturnal

My skin becomes shadow itself

My heart, cold and desolate

Feeding on naught but my cold blindness

I am shadow itself

Turning back now would be nigh impossible

Yet, something stirring in me

Something, pricking at my insides

Hope, as I used to know it. 

Suddenly, it starts to burn and sear my flesh

Pink hues appear and the night dissipates

My eyes singe as vivid colors flow through

Finally, a pain worthy of death punctures my heart

I fall into a daze of color and wonder

I wake up, looking at people

People whom I know, people that love me for who I am

They are my guiding light, my saving grace, my...life

They have delivered me from shadow

From that everlasting lonliness and depravity. Thank you