Precious Love

I write to you

Dearly beloved

I write to comfort

all the pain that I am feeling

I wish you could hold me tight

And banish the fear and darkness in my heart

So far away you are from me,

Yet I hold you so close in my dreams

Do not leave me, for I have finally

found you, and you have found me

The thought of losing you again is intolerable,

I would be so bold as to say that it is even taboo

Judging from the many trials we have gone through in years past

Do not lose sight,

of what wondrous riches you have in your possession

I am more precious than any priceless antique, you know this

And you hold so much value in my heart.

If my love could be counted as currency I would have an unlimited store of riches

You hold so much of me...

I would break into a million tiny fragments were you ever to let go and allow me to plummet to the cold floor of isolation

But don't keep me as a trophy on the wall just collecting dust because you can't muster the courage to shatter one so

Don't be afraid, because my heart will be reborn from the many shards scattered across the frozen wasteland

Keep me forever and hold me close because you want to feel the warmth of my heart, because you want to hear my sweet voice, because you desire to be mine forever

But most importantly, because you love me with all of your being

So please don't waiver, for if you do I will be lost to the winds and you will never know my love again.

This love you will never find anywhere else,

For it is mine, and mine alone

This love for you is delicate as a rose, and more beautiful than any rare gem found on this planet earth

Leave and you will never know the shining magnificence that my heart contains

I love you, I beg of you, never leave me, but never stay if you can not appreciate my rarest gem and love me back in return.

Change of Heart

To change one's self at will

Can be the greatest of allies

But yet, it is my burden my...curse

So many to chose from

I can be what they want

With only a whim

But are any of them what I want?

Can they be what my heart desires...I wonder

Is there one for me, a foolish changeling of sorts?

I seduce, woo, and gain many a man's trust

Only to be overwhelmed by their quantity

And to be bored of them when one better than they comes along

I carelessly throw my affection this way and that

Caring for this one, making that one swoon, and bringing them all into my filthy clutches

What am I? Nothing but a monster with a thirst for hearts. A lustful desire for love.

Where does my lust start? And where does it end?

Only he can show me that...

The one I was meant to spend the rest of eternity with. My prince, my savior, my hero

So I sit, and wait in my dank and dark cave of misery. Waiting for my love to slay this evil beast that resides within

So that I will no longer hunger for love I can not have...

So that I may drink from his heart, brimming with love.

That sweet nectar, a delicacy even greater than that which has been touched by the lips of gods!

And he will be by my side, forever, and for always. Never once faltering, never once turning away from me, the one that he will love for eternity. Everlasting happiness.

Covered in grease and grime

Strolling down this golden path
paved with the hopes and dreams of all
Goes on for miles, for you see
Hope and dreams are everlasting
And new ones are born each day
Here and there you see some wear and tear
But you don't pay attention to those
For why would something moldy and filled with disgust
ever attract your precious eyes?
But sometimes with a little effort
that mold and grime can be wiped away
And a shining golden brick can be seen
So don't forget the bricks, covered in grease and grime
For they just need some tender care
So that they may have the chance to shine

I beg of you

breaking
into a thousand little pieces
right before your eyes
i've done you wrong
and you don't even know
the sorrow flowing throw my body
the pain I feel in my heart
please forgive my idiocy
forget what I have done
and embrace me with your loving arms once more
I cannot bare to see you this way

A rainbow is the loneliest thing

A rainbow is the loneliest thing
that you will ever see
It doesn't come in groups or clusters
Only sporadically in ones but not twos

How sad it is to be alone like this
Where no one will speak to it
All may gaze but for the majority it is a stare of hate
Foul thoughts and devious things they think about the poor rainbow

But why does the rainbow receive such slanderous sayings, abuse, and even shame?
For the rainbow was created unique, so beautiful and regal
Why does it deserve the hate of many and acceptance of only a few?

How gorgeous a thing the rainbow is
Its colors the most sacred in the land
Red as the blood red rose
Orange as the fruit we eat
Yellow like the blazing sun
reen as rich as the grass we wlak upon
Blue like the sky during a warm spring day
And violet, so rare a site, more so than the others

So why all this wretched hate
for something so grand and unique?
We are all created equal and yet each person so unique

what if the tables were turned?
And the rainbow was many while you were just one
How would you feel if you were the one to be spurned, hated, feared, dreaded, forsaken, forgotten, mistreated, excommunicated, destroyed, killed, exiled, made into an outcast, fearful, tortured, deprived, suicidal, torn, lost, but most importantly silenced

Each day we, yes we
We are the rainbow
The gays, bisexuals, lesbians, and transgendered
Are silenced out of existence
Never letting the world see our beautiful interiors

Do you realize now
What all your hate has done
You have left us with little or no hope of finding acceptance at all
But there are those of us who stand up high and tall
Who go against your cruelties and injustice day by day

You see not all of us will cede our lives to your
petty hate and ignorance
Ther are those of us who will not go down, crashing into the sea
But instead rise up in a magnificent shining glory
of triumph and perseverance

So please, I ask of you
Look deep inside your heart
find the kindness and love
that is innate to us all
and be ride of this sin coated hatred you cling to so dearly
Embrace us and we can show you how glorious we are
Deface us and realize how powerful the voice of many can be

Tolerate or love us we hope you will
But until then ponder about how your hate can hurt
Hate is a powerful thing
But our love for who we are will always bring us out on top
Out into a bright and shining world

Dreams, wishes, hopes, and goals

I dream of thee o' sir knight
To whisk me away on your valiant steed
I dream of love as vast as the sea

I wish to have fortune and riches a plenty
Wish to be able to express my true self
I wish to cure all of melancholy and evil

I hope to be able to stand hand in hand
With people of different orientations, races, and cultures alike
I hope to be able to live as long as can be

My goal is to be famous
Known to many far and wide
My goal is to be wed to the man I cherish and love
My goal is to bring joy to many

These are my dreams, wishes, hopes, and goals
Throughout time may many more unfold

Colors

Your lips are as red as the purest rose
Eyes green as the evergreen forest
Hair as golden as a sunflower glowing in the sun

The night sky black as sin
The oceans so royally blue
Sand so white it would shame the purest soul

The velvet that she wears, its color so elegant and purple
That shirt he wears, oh so drearily grey
A dress I see, so devilishly pink

These colors and more flash by
So vivid and grandiose
They nurture my eyes
and give them reason to be